I didn't need the pain

i feel like hell

the blood around me just smell like I'm in another worls, make me feel this is a wrong way

but,,,,

do you see where am i?

have you seen me just once?

i don't think dying is so bad,

but if i don't have a life, i never live

how could i die?

i can't feel anything

nothing....

i just stand in this way

waiting for the better way

other soul flying around me

why can't I?

why i always alone here?

with the blood

with the pain

i feel .. like i've dying

am i really have a live before?

even just one chance?

but if i haven't a live

how could i call this feeling?

how must I stand in this fucking world?

who am I?